if i died
just think about this you guys
seriously
if you hate me or not read this
if i died
youd never be able to see me ever again
no more hugs
no more kisses
no more laughing together
no more crying together
no more stay the nights
no more sneaking out
no more calls
ill be gone forever
no more love
no more hate
no more nothing
you cant scream at me anymore because i am gone
you cant admit your love for me because i cant hear
you cant blow kisses to me because i cant see
you cant hold me tight because i cant move
you cant ask me for advice because i cant speak
you cant ask me to try out this new dish you made because i cant taste
you cant ask me if i like your purfume because i cant smell.
think about it
anything youve ever wanted to admit to me
anything youve wondered about me
anything youve wanted to tell me or ask me
anything youve wanted to apologize for
you cant
because im not here
im gone forever
and your never going to get the chance ever again
so do me a favor you guys
my friends
do me this favor
if you appriciate me
and everything ive done
and everything ive helped you with
how hard ive worked
and how much ive suffered
if you except me
and how i act
and what i do
i didnt say you had to agree with it
just except it
if you do
reply back and tell e so
tell me how much you care
and honestly you guys
if you dont give a shit about me
you dont care
then please tell me so
so im not sitting here in wasting my and your life
thinkign we were friends the whole time
just tell me you dont like me
and ill respect your poinion
and stop wasting your time
easy as that
and if theres anything
i mean ANYTHING
any of you guys have wanted to say
or ask
or admit
or apologize for
do it
now is the time
because tomorrow is NEVER promised
i found that out today.
so please just work up the courage
and call me
aim me
message me
or anything
and tell me how you feel about me
where i stand in your life
and if im even worth being around anymore
i just want to know
dont pull this "i DO care you ARE my friend" bullshit
and then go behind my back
whats the use in that?
i mean seirously?
why are you wasting your time and mine
and if you do care about me
in ANY way
sister wise
girlfriend wise
MOTHER WISE
i dont care.
any way
just tell me
let me know
so i know who i can actually trust and talk to
and so i know when im on my death bed
i can honestly say
when someone asks me
"whos ever cared about you"
i can say
"they have, them. my friends"
this sint some sappy bullshit
but today hasnt been the only time ive been in a near death experience.
so please just help me out here
and inform me
if you just give a damn or not
thats all i ask.
please,
and thank you.

♥Tana&hearts

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thanx<3